A Stranger to my Eyes

What have you become? It astonishes me that I once knew you, that I was once so close to you. I've drifted apart from you slowly, and I now could hardly glance up at you directly in the eyes. All respect I once had for you vanished into thin air, evaporated leaving no trace of evidence behind. You were the last person I expected to betray me like this. You were the person I thought would catch me when I fell, but you didn't. Instead, you let my motionless body peril downward. You let me fall, arms wailing trying to find any support to grab hold of. All the times I have caught you when you tumbled downward, and you couldn't save me?