hmmmm

what the fuck to blog about... je ne sais pas. its amazing to me how sooo many people in the world are all thinking about something different. like each second of our lives we get one thought, but the world is receiving millions of thoughts per second. imagine all the information the worlds brain would be taking in, if it had one.

"You can't fight city hall." "Death and taxes." "Don't talk about politics or religion." This is all the equivalent of enemy propaganda, rolling across the picket line. "Lay down, GI! Lay down, GI!". We saw it all through the 20th Century. And now on the 21st Century, it's time to stand up and realize, that we should NOT allow ourselves to be crammed into this rat maze. We should not SUBMIT to dehumanization. I don't know about you, but I'm concerned with what's happening in this world. I'm concerned with the structure. I'm concerned with the systems of control. Those that control my life, and those that seek to control it EVEN MORE! I want FREEDOM! That's what I want, and that's what YOU should want! It's up to each and every one of us to turn loose of just some of the greed, the hatred, the envy, and yes, the insecurities, because that is the central mode of control, make us feel pathetic, small, so we'll willingly give up our sovereignty, our liberty, our destiny. We have GOT to realize we're being conditioned on a mass scale. Start challenging this corporate slave state! The 21st Century's gonna be a new century! Not the century of slavery, not the century of lies and issues of no significance, of classism and statism, and all the rest of the modes of control... it's gonna be the age of humankind, standing up for something PURE and something RIGHT! What a bunch of garbage, liberal, Democratic, conservative, Republican, it's all there to control you, two sides of the same coin! Two management teams, bidding for control of the CEO job of Slavery Incorporated! The TRUTH is out there in front of you, but they lay out this buffet of LIES! I'm SICK of it, and I'M NOT GONNA TAKE A BITE OUT OF IT! DO YA GOT ME? Resistance is NOT futile, we're gonna win this thing, humankind is too good, WE'RE NOT A BUNCH OF UNDERACHIEVERS, WE'RE GONNA STAND UP, AND WE'RE GONNA BE HUMAN BEINGS! WE'RE GONNA GET FIRED UP ABOUT THE REAL THINGS, THE THINGS THAT MATTER - CREATIVITY, AND THE *DYNAMIC* *HUMAN* *SPIRIT* THAT REFUSES TO *SUBMIT*! WELL THAT'S IT, that's all I've got to say. It's in your court now."

-waking life.
possibly one of the greatest movies made!

inflatable caterpillar crawl

do you remember those giant inflatable caterpillars you used to run through as a kid? those things were the shit! i wanna buy one so i could just own it(: then i could crawl through my caterpillar whenever i wanted! i could hot box that thing!! i could see that as an opening to a stoner movie, a couple of people holding the opening flaps to the caterpillar, and a bunch of people running out along with the biggest cloud of smoke! im gonna make a stoner movie, me kim, megan and priscilla are all gonna make one. just like cheech and chong movies, that'd be hella funny. we could do it.

time travel

its an interesting theory, being able to travel backwards in time. many people would like to go forwards, but that is pretty much impossible. the future isn't determined yet, and the slightest action could shift the hole future as we know it. in order to travel through the space of time you must be going faster than the speed of light. that velocity of light is sooo fast that it actually moves slow. the time that you're in a different time zone is traveling three times slower than the present time, so when you return to the normal time it would be a completely different century. its time travel, but technically its only an illusion of it. you appear to have traveled to the future because you're from a different time and still your age when you return to present time, but all you've really done is live at a different pace, a slower pace.

meowmermeowfuck

I had to give my cats baths today, and none of them have ever had a bath before. Well I hosed Tigger down one time because she was completely covered in mud, you couldn't even see a speck of orange on her anywhere, but I don't consider that a bath. I washed Fancy and Abby because they have fleas and I wanted to kill the mother fuckers. My cats flipped the fuck out! I bathed them one at a time, and both cats ran in place in the water filled tub while scooping large amounts of water into the air and onto my clothes. Cats were not meant to be washed, but sometimes they need a helping hand(:

Are you also frightened

Would it be just like I'm dreaming
My mind steaming
A fight too strong
To tag along.

Would it be just like I'm flying
Worlds colliding
A black hole strikes
Despite my likes.

Would it be just like I'm struggling
My thoughts juggling
Give in to you
I think I do.

je ne sais pas

je ne suis pas sûr qu'écrire de, donc j'écrirai dans le français. mon jour était assez stupide. la plupart du temps j'attendais ma mere de descendre de l'ordinateur. j'ai écouté de la musique pendant quelque temps. je suis assez sûr pour Noël je recevrai un téléphone cellulaire, je suis formidable excité. je n'ai pas eu de cellule depuis une longue période. je ne peux pas attendre de faire la nourriture française dans la classe française, ratatouille, la tarte aux pommes et plus. bien je suis fait avec mon blog français, goodnight chacun.

Dreams

They are so weird. Your dreams are supposed to mean something, like a message your brain is trying to tell you or something/someone you often think about seems to appear in your dreams. Most of my dreams make me wonder what the fuck they're supposed to mean. They usually make absolutely no sense at all. I've had this one dream at least six or seven times before, not all in a row but spaced out. It shocks me at how exact the dream was, exactly the same every time detail for detail. It started out as me at my condo in Livermore. Out of nowhere, it seems that gravity had stopped, but only people were floating around. I would float up my stairs to find my mom floating above her bed as if she were lying down. Dreams that you have over and over again are supposed to mean that whatever message is within it is very urgent. The dream is trying to get it's point across, but what kind of message is held within this dream??